Little did I know...

 ... When interviewing to become a DProf student I talked about wanting get 'messy...' little did I know that would mean not only in my head, but my house, my garden, my allotment, my wardrobe, my car, my finances... (thoughts after a 3am wake up and no going back to sleep)... then after a run...'don't try and control the weeds - look to understand them, they are trying to tell you something...